whatsonmymind.

whats on my mind ?

2011-05-01T16:08:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah, I pray to you to increase my patience, strengthen my faith and help me walk through this difficult journey.
Many a times I forget Your presence, many a times I choose to walk the wrong path and I have never thank You enough.
Sure I do say Alhamdulillah, whenever I can but it would never be enough. Your holy words have touched me. Your signs amazes me.
But why do I still choose to follow my corrupted heart and do things that I am not supposed to? I pray to You to not only help me but also my family members who might also feel in despair at times(I may never know).
Let’s not stop at only family, I pray to You for everyone I’ve known or I have yet to meet. Ya Allah, please forgive me for not adhering to Your rules.
I have been bad for not listening to You but I am trying my best here.
lastly, I believe that You will be the One who will decide who I will be married to. Let him be the person who will continue to guide me to walk in the rightful path and the one who always remind me of You.

Amin Rabbil Alamin.

bad and good ?

2011-04-28T01:02:00.009+08:00

April has been a roller coaster .
Lotsa misunderstanding and cranky mood .
I have to be patience about it anyway
School was fine , upcoming test are coming
and we have to buck up real bad .
I feel like im not even in ITE haha :D

26th april was my birthday
a lot of things happend actually .

during lunch time with my FT girls <3

they surprise me with a birthday cake :D <333333

Had a surprise birthday celebration ( thanks to hapyz for planing it)
at the studio with the SYTYCD family ,
yes my 2nd family <3

I love them , each and everyone of them

<33333

AND NOT FORGETING !
my SEC SCH FRIENDS make a very touching
video of birthday wishes during their class time
I LOVE AND MISS YOU GUYS at ASSUMPTION ENG SCH :(

HOME celebrated with family <3
new converse shoes hehehh .

i really get a lot of wishes hugs kisses on that day
deeply thankful and greatful xoxo !

i had a great 7teen birthday ever <3

much loves ,
Mirah <3 XOXO .

sleepless hours .

2011-03-22T10:38:00.003+08:00

finally what I've been waiting for HOLIDAYS !
our term break is here BUT
i still have dance prac going on .
Its not that i don't wanna hang out with my friends ,
i seriously have no choice but to go for prac .
Dance production was awesome but the ITE facilities
was suckish to the core.
life has been a roller coaster seriously .
Lotsa ups and downs going .
you gotta face life anyway .
I just can't wait for Dance camp ,
Hopefully it can let out all this crappy shit probs .

When i dance i tend to forget about my problems
and i express it out , Just let it all out .

we just wanna make the world dance .

2011-03-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

PMS PMS PMS
how i hate you so much .
GYEAH dance production is coming nearer , 2 more days !
school guessing lotsa test
there efar test today ( first aid )
being the blur person i brought my usual
timetable books and notes for the day .
pandai aku very smart .

yes you may see my face
very restless and tired
well lotsa things going on basically .
For those who dont understand me
no need to mention it
okay i know what im doing .

DO support us at
ITE COLLEGE WEST you gotta swag dance production
on 3rd march at 12.30 pm :D

take care
much loves
xoxoxo

I had enough .

2011-02-23T13:10:00.001+08:00

Come on move on already
It's better that way
And stop lecturing me about relationship please .

life is a question mark .

2011-02-13T01:10:00.003+08:00

things change .
life change , just have to
adapt to these changes .

i'll just have to life the live
i want it to be (:

this week been good
but people are falling sick nowadays
guessing due to the weather ..
eat oranges ! very good .
my panda eyes is getting worst
i wish weekends are longer ..
well Vday hmm ..
on monday = SCHOOL .
i guess its gonna be hectic day
on monday cause people gonna be
blabbering about vday and receiving gifts
lucky for them .
spending vday after sch i'll be at the dance studio (:

2 production coming up .
firstly at UCC under ODT .

till then
peace !
xoxoxo

you got swagga ?

2011-02-04T02:00:00.005+08:00

been busy with dance practice but
for now its break time yaw .
have a great holidays ;)

history never repeats .

2011-02-04T01:36:00.004+08:00

was browsing some random tumblr
and 'when i look at you' by miley cyrus
was playing ..

and firstly it reminds me of you cause we
watch the movie together .
secondly it reminds me of you guys
the times when we are in class singing randomly
and making whole lot of noise .

eventhough i know and you know we are not in
got terms no hie or smiles but i guess yeah
idk somehow we will bump into each other
be friends again ? maybe .

for you guys ..
busy for upcoming O levels and latest stuffs
Talking about school ...
yeah i know im in ITE i might not fit in
well good luck okay ? okay can :D

life is such brag sometimes
pfffffffffffffffffffffffft ..
especially the weather , a total PMS .
college life is gonna be up the notch cause
project are here and have to revise the topics .
the usual at school

lecture lecture class PT

after school

DANCE DANCE DANCE .. teeheee ;)

anyway HAPPY CNY !
gonna spend time with my girl amelah tomorrow
gawd how i miss kecoh-ing around with her !

pen and paper .

2011-01-22T02:08:00.005+08:00

say hello to my FT mates \m/
its been a tiring week actually
i even fell asleep during one of the lectures
haha , great right ?

school was okay i guess
been busy with dance lately
productions are coming soon
and currently dancing some hip hop actually .
honestly my hip hop is kinda rusty haaha !
i need buck up on my speed .

friday night i spend time wtih qissy wissy .
studying and chill for a while @ town area ..
gawd how i miss the "kers" esp the time during
countdown .. it was super kecoh .

p.s can stop mentioning me on your post
urgh -_- .

god bless .
xoxo

goodbye high school hello college .

2011-01-09T16:32:00.005+08:00

i gonna miss all this !
goodbye high school but
i will visit you guys often !
yayness tomorrow i'll start my college life -_-
and im gonna be a freshman at sch .
hopefully it will be good .
Too bad im not in the same class with azri
why why why !
at least ill be seeing them like amsyar azri alvin
or the others . after school or even lunch ?

total shit happens again .
okay think positively ..
i haven't even pack for sch yet
haha great !
im guessing orientation definitely

life is kinda okay
been busy with dance and the production
for "the story continues"
plus im gonna perform NEXT production !

its gonna be on 22 february and its
on a school day , double shitsx
i gotta rush there and rush back home .
hopefully no assessments on that please !

my january and february schedule are pack
with dance ; thank god finally some intense dance :D

well thats all then .
wish me luck .

xoxoxo

let me get this straight

2011-01-04T00:18:00.004+08:00

this may sound harsh but
I'm sorry its whats best
you can't force me to be in love
or even in a relationship .

its my decision my life
im moving on ..

moving to my new life .

What's for 2011?

2011-01-01T03:21:00.003+08:00

My 2011 resolutions :

- study and work very hard for studies
- choosing friends wisely
- live laugh love
- live life to the fullest
- being strong in the heart and mind
- better in dance / flexibility
- more performance
- doing something new
- not to be fickle minded
- finding the right someone
- never fall for jerks
- loose more weight / to be very fit
- any overseas trip

New years eve was great !
Spend my time with the peeps at Starbucks
Chit chatting drinking eating laughing
Playing card games and just chill

I'm hoping 2011 is gonna be a great one
A lot if things may happen unexpectedly
Who knows ? ;)

nodding my head like yeah .

2010-12-28T02:19:00.005+08:00

you just gotta accept in god's believes fullstop .
i stand alone now being free .
i need a holiday again !
KL was totally great and awesome .
planing to spend time with family and friends
for the moment cause 2010 is ending soon .

we gonna stay up late
dont sleep , got our friends
got the night we'll be alright
and thats all i need for 2010 now ;)

im guessing theres gonna be a lot
of changes on 2011 .

new school and new life .

BUT i will still visit
my wonderful and beloved friends
in AES ;)

rough day ? time for some coffee !

2010-12-21T02:15:00.005+08:00

these days been good .
alhamdulillah chosen my course !
thank god im not staying at home
watching tv all day , thanks to harun .
he can't let go of my dslr and keep on taking
pictures -_- haha !
Shah didnt tag us along cause of her ehem haha .
totally a chillax day and to get my mind off .
i wanna convince mom to let me go out today
cause she says i go out too much =_=
nevermind then ill be away from singapore soon
looking forward to it .

the sand the sea the beach
the city the lights the non stop shopping
im ready :D

future .

2010-12-18T04:31:00.002+08:00

N level results aint that good .
maths why maths ?
i have a choice between retain and ite .
Still making the decisions
And after that results
you came along and left .
i was speechless upon receiving it
but looking on the positive side like what
my friends said ..
i was better then ever haha !
thank you to yixin qistina naha daryl and val
for being there for me through out the whole day
im thankful and i appreciate it a lot (:

today
DANCE like finally rehearsal !
then off to work :(
harun and shah i want ikan bogel !

Time management :/

2010-12-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

Gahhh , trying to re-arrange time for everyone but it doesn't turns out right . Well it's been a long time since I blog , life is great the usual work and work . I'm glad that finally dance is on the busy schedule because of dance camp :). Even though I'll be tired but I need to perseverance all the way No matter what ;). I will be M.I.A for a while since this week it's gonna be tiring and if I have the time to blog then I'll blog haha ! Today was the first day so far so good i wanna gain more flexibility :( the ballet class was awesome and looking forward to more classes . I think I better snoooooze now I gotta get up early and thanks mr mic for the wonderful dinner with us and the talk hohohaha ;D

the lazy week .

2010-11-17T13:06:00.002+08:00

life has been good
selamat hari raya haji BTW .
this week i dont work that much
cause im spending time with love ones
plus dance too .
im not going bandung :(
cause of the volcanoes and such lah
going malaysia instead siaaansaation :(
nothing exciting happens anyway ..

so yeah ;)

hello MHI .

2010-11-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

your always on my mind
its like a drug and it makes me
miss you more then ever =(

teach me how to dougie .

2010-11-08T12:08:00.004+08:00

trying to find hip hop dance classes
wanna take it for a week perhaps ?
for now the usual been busy with work , phew !
i gotta go to gym or a hardcore training of jogging/running .
i gotta loose more and train myself if i wanna learn
bboy or even stunts ?

you may laugh at me cause it may sound nonsense to you
but hey if you never try you never know okay .

i can't make up my mind between
itouch and iphone ..
help me ?

p.s i miss my classmates and friends ! :(

expectations .

2010-10-31T03:22:00.005+08:00

its been a tiring yet draggy week and yes
im still up in this moment .
Not in the mood to sleep yet ;)
i guess its gonna be a hard time
to wake up tomorrow for religious class .

today gone to clarke quay
qis and me did a lil surprise for our beloved yi xin
cause she just turn sixteen ..
eh that rhymes ! ;)
walk all around town area just to chill
and enjoy the company .
happy belated 16 yeah !

Money is still in big question nowadays
i spend too much seriously ugh maybe i'll
ask mom to control me even though i beg her and
giving the puppy eyes , HAHA !

work . dance . meeting him . meeting friends

is what i've been doing all these while .
My family doesn't really the type of
family who have those kinds of family outings types .
Usually we do things on our own
it kinda sucks actually sometimes .
the regular family types of outings is either with
my mom or with my dad and niece .
pfff ..

but never mind then one day maybe we will go out
as one ? (:

speaking of doing things individually
that's happening to me as well .
like going to work independently ,
doing my own schedules which i suck in it ( in the process) ,
taking up something new ? or even which shoe to wear ?

well you know what i mean .

i just can't wait for my pay day !
and more dance classes please ?

i feel like having a week off from work
just to attend hip hop dance classes i wanna register .
It's been a while since i dance hip hop .

the feeling is like one of the lyrics of
fireworks by katy perry .

" Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon,
It's always been inside of you,
And now it's time to let it through . "

okay thats all
i better get some sleep for tomorrow
and the next busy week .

xoxo ,

2010-10-25T01:23:00.002+08:00

heh i love MHI ♥♥♥♥
be happy and love life .

i envy that someone whos getting his
iphone 4 soon -_- .

you do the math .

2010-10-25T00:58:00.003+08:00

breathe + eat + sleep + work + dance + hang outs
= daily life doings for now .

good luck to all O levels students ;D

graduation 2010

2010-10-20T11:40:00.002+08:00

im gonna miss AES
im gonna miss classmates
im gonna miss dance
im gonna miss canteen food

GOODBYE HIGH SCHOOL
:(

street lights .

2010-10-14T21:37:00.003+08:00

today

woodlands > river valley > somerset > home sweet home

I've been to town area like a lot
of times and its kinda boring :(

unless i have money i would like
shop sleep eat :D

I've been spending too much too
in terms of clothes , food and shoes .
gawd i gotta spend wisely and save my
money for the things i need not wants .

gaah i can't wait for my job
and at the same time managing dance too .

Graduation is this coming Tues
ill bring tissues and capturing the
moments .

i seriously wanna do something with my hair
and nails .
i don't know whether to cut my hair / curl it/
colour it / highlight it ? :/

tomorrow

MOVIE MARATHON
bring out the popcorn (:

p.s i wish i could meet you soon .

out of ordinary .

2010-10-12T00:55:00.008+08:00

i stayed home all day .
didn't get a chance to go out with mom .
gotten a job like finally and im excited
to come back for dance classes (:

meet my oldies friends which are
all grown up .

just a short post will do (:

" darling you are the only exception
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's
in front of me here . "

:)))

2010-10-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥

6 is the number today !

2010-10-10T20:25:00.004+08:00

thank you for all patience , care ,
laughters , smiles and love .
im sorry on certain times i can be a lil moody
i understand that your busy for a moment

im hoping to see you soon :(

i love MHI <3333

high school doesnt last forever .

2010-10-08T21:43:00.003+08:00

finished my N levels
and awaiting for the results .
for the meantime theres gonna be graduation day
obviously i will cry on that day with all my beloved
classmates .. im gonna miss 4/4 very much though :(

im gonna miss drinking horlicks or
even eat my fav. mee bandung every Mon :/

im gonna miss my dancers and the dance studio .

im gonna miss everything that reminds me of AES .

FOR NOW ..
ITS TIME TO PARTY :D

p.s luckily i get sick after my last paper :/

whatcha doing ?

2010-09-29T20:28:00.003+08:00

life has been not that good .
i hate these mood swings .
i hate the feeling of lack of sleep .
5 days till N levels .
i just need my weekends (:

all of us has gone through ..

2010-09-05T08:36:00.002+08:00

Love is not what you see in the movies. Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene. True love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself, love is selfless not selfish. Love is when you lay down your life for another, whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister, its even laying down your life for your enemies, that’s unthinkable, but think about that. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres. Love never fails. Love is everlasting, its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time, love is the only thing that will last when you die.

Jaeson Ma - Love (feat. Bruno Mars)

gone for good .

2010-09-04T23:43:00.003+08:00

missing in action for a few days
due to N levels this coming week .
good luck to every student who is taking
N level papers this coming week (:

i found this .

2010-08-28T22:54:00.002+08:00

do you remember ?

missed .

2010-08-28T22:43:00.004+08:00

i want them to get back together :(
How cute are they being bestfriends together .
i seriously envy them .
speaking of bestfriends
i miss girlfriends a lot
we tried to meet up but we are busy with
our individual life .
Hopefully we meet up again i miss you girls so much
its been months since i hang out or even talk nonsense
together like we used to .

Here we go again .

2010-08-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

i will still love you eventhough
you change your hair colour <3

U I

2010-08-28T21:23:00.002+08:00

You Me
Were face to face
But we don't see eye to eye

Like Fire and Rain
Fire & Rain
You can drive me insane.
You can drive me insane.
But I can stay mad at you for anything.

Were Venus and Mars
Venus and Mars
Were like different stars.
Like different stars.

Your the harmony to every song I sing,
and I wouldn't change a thing.

uniforms and vans shoes .

2010-08-27T22:44:00.004+08:00

school has been great
O level prelims are done and
THANK GOD DNT O LEVEL COURSEWORK IS DONE !
had a paper throwing sessions like in HSM @ the dnt tech room .
Trust me the Dnt room is disastrous .
saturday class the usual tomorrow .
My hari raya clothes are done :D

- im actually suppose to do my essay now
- every morning i saw a full moon for 2 day straight .
- N levels in less then 2 weeks time .
- O level MT again end of the year
- craving for sweet talk
- wedges for raya shoes .
- listening to sezairi's playlist non stop to school <3

hey funny guy .

2010-08-22T17:43:00.002+08:00

i miss you very much .

heyho , lets go .

2010-08-20T22:48:00.004+08:00

i love it when this happends .
school on saturdays .
im in need of starbucks and music in
my ears with some revisions on science and maths :/

all i need is patience .

2010-08-19T18:01:00.002+08:00

fasting month is testing all My emotions .
I truely cant keep it to myself sometimes and
May ended up doing something stupid .
Im getting the worst bad days u ever had ..
My brain and heart cant seem to get a long with each other .
All i need now is patience and a positive mind ..

Im just hoping for a miracle and some beliefs .

red and white .

2010-08-10T02:53:00.004+08:00

happy birthday singapore .
its avatar on national day for
naha me and iman :D
had a totally wonderful time with them
and yeah their inside joke about my picture
grrrrrrrrrrrr ..
hahaha thanks for today (:

p.s 4 is the number today <33333

fashion police .

2010-08-06T23:10:00.001+08:00

i need to go shopping a.s.a.p
:/

the hate and love .

2010-08-06T18:57:00.007+08:00

life is a hate and love relationship well
i do appreciate my life
i love everyone
everyone who are by my side
who are my friends , family and you .

even the littlest things can be
a big part of your life .

im feeling the love all around me <3
i just can't wait for weekends and Monday .

much loves ,
azmirah (:

take a bite of oreo and a glass of milk

2010-08-05T13:59:00.005+08:00

prelims are over , finally .
Say hello to N levels .

yesterday and today were the off days for us
as theres no need to take any papers .
Done with Dnt yesterday and now staying at home (:

tomorrow theres no lesson still ,
told ya we have a lil breaks :D
some excursions the sch planned for
national day celebration ..
let the snapping begin ..
im gonna be busy for weekends and even during
national day holidays :D

and oh yah HAPPY NC 16 BIRTHDAY MY
BELOVED TWIN DARLING COUSIN NURSHAHLIZA !
<3333

whats going on ?

2010-07-30T20:56:00.003+08:00

N level Prelims is still on .
Next paper is N level Dnt ( have to take O level also)
i've been drinking Mocha every morning for the past few days .
I know its unhealthy and it also cause dry skin but
seriously i need something to keep me awake .
i was at school today the whole day even though my science
paper ends about 10.30 am .
I feel so restless and sleepy by the afternoon
doing my DNT stuffs
but i managed to fall alseep for a while , Thank god .
the entertainment of beloved friends that makes me
feel very happy eventhough DNT can be dreadful too .

idk how my saturday gonna be
i wanna studying
i feel like sleeping all day
i feel like going for a jog .

haha i cant make up my mine .

1 2 3 4

2010-07-25T20:51:00.007+08:00

1- im craving for frozen yogurt .

2- i dont get bored of staring at him and listening to his singing
the whole day , can i faint now ? <333333333

3- im capturing photos to put up on my bedroom wall/album

4- im craving for BANMIAN too .

how are you ?

2010-07-23T21:12:00.003+08:00

everything is fine (:
i wanna eat yogurt somehow
school tomorrow and i borrowed a Nicholas
sparks novel :D

p.s i love 4/4 <333

i need some miracles .

2010-07-18T11:27:00.005+08:00

oh hail weekends .
mom didnt allow me to perform @ punggol street festival
for some stupid reason .. gonna miss all the fun :(
hopefully theres another event i could perform .

for saturday
school still after that
gone to study with qis and naha around clemeti area
gone home around 8 plus .

for today
have to head down to bukit batok for
my new glasses :D
maybe stay home , be a good daughter helping
mom with house chores and packing up things
inside the boxes for the moving out next month .
hoping my new room is big !

bad ass week .

2010-07-16T21:10:00.003+08:00

things didn't go so well this week :(
shit happens at the wrong timing
i feel very restless , tired and cranky certain times
EC is like almost everyday except for monday .
maths is giving me PMS
but at least after school fridays seems to be
going well .
LIKE finally i step into the dance studio to practice
for the performance @ punggol .
i literally lie down and did the back roll continually

after that gone to watch eclipse again with
my lovely peeps .
qistina yi xin and me were very noisy , honestly .
haha !
gone home around 8 plus ?
BTW my hair is at the shoulder length ,
honestly i love my new hair esp when i swing my
hair left and right :D

saturday is gonna be a long day for me .
sunday is gonna be fly high cuts and loud beats .

p.s i know your in a difficult situation , im trying very hard
to make you smile eventhough sometimes i failed to ..
but i will still be by your side through the ups and downs (:
<333

honey bee .

2010-07-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

3 is the number today
and i totally love today .
thank you for everything :D

much loves <333

random facts .

2010-07-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

" When you flash up on my phone, I cant stop smiling "

hello teachers and homeworks .

2010-07-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

school turns out to be okay i guess .
Oral examinations are coming next week
im absolutely nervous about it !
life's been full of ups and downs recently
to me , bit by bit its recovering to be a good one
idk whats happening to me nowadays ..
i think i worry and care too much ?
its stupid for me to repeat the things
and keep asking stupid questions and create stupid
solutions which its very stupid see how stupid i am
sometimes .

my saturday seems to be great
hang out with dancers and mr tan @ odt .
watched the ODT seniors dance performance and trust me
it was great esp dier superb flexibility :O
envy much .
Had dinner with dancers , a great chat and laughter
with them , aaaaah how i miss those times :(

well sunday would be boring i guess
religious as usual
and maybe going out with family .
oh shit i haven't do my homework yet
oh yeah maybe i'll do my homework tomorrow (:

till then .
xoxo

loud cheers and excitement .

2010-06-27T14:33:00.004+08:00

it was my first time watching these
kind of match , honestly i was at the edge
of my seat HAHA .
qis didnt get a chance to see her Mr ang :(
HAHA , blame someone for saying theres mr angs xD
but thanks for accompanying me :D
He get into finals (i totally cheered loudly!)
but today didn't get to watch because
cousin from Indonesia came to Singapore .
Later on gonna head down to town area .

p.s school is tomorrow ! =_=

TGIF again .

2010-06-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

school is coming
holidays are ending

weekends are here !
i spend my friday for school
(finally English N level oral prep is over )
and karaoke with nisa and qis :D
had a great time HAHA
well tomorrow have to head down to jurong
to see the silat competition , i guess
I'll be cheering loudly :D

FINALLY !

2010-06-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

my F21 items just came in !
im super duper happy THANKS sis ;D

now im waiting for my H&M tops :D

yawn .

2010-06-22T22:26:00.004+08:00

im getting more and more tired .
weekdays the usual waking up in the morning
till around 4 pm or more then that ?
school re-opening soon but its never too late
to relax all by myself for one day .
i wanna get back to dance again and rent
the studio agan .
i would love to sit back , watch the clouds ,
wtih a frozen yogurt and the windy breeze
:D

p.s N and O level oral exams are coming in a few days/weeks time :S

thoughts .

2010-06-21T22:40:00.004+08:00

thinking too much is unhealthy ?
well on random times i would think
about whats gonna happen next .. the future ?
no matter what you still gonna face it though .
i could imagine all of us at the hall
as the banner says " graduation day "
well some may cry ,
some may be cheering ,
some may jump of joys and
some may be clueless ?

idk whats the feeling for that .

thoughts for this year
yes it is hard though
facing the unexpected but it can lead
to idk .. Joy ? happy ? sad ? or even confusions ?
well to me it is .
Ups and downs
the screams and the smiles

Dance really change my life to me
the wonderful dancers esp .
the years of kinder garden till now
im still laughing what i was back then
and thinking how silly , dumb and stupid
i was sometimes , seriously .

the people around whom you love
Friends , family and you .
could be your crying shoulder ,
make your life happier and
bringing you up when your down ?
im indeed thankful and grateful for that .

all i could say Life is full of surprises
you will get the unexpected .
A cheerful heart is a good medicine
but a crushed spirit dries up the bones ..
if you know what i mean haha .

Random facts ..

2010-06-19T21:03:00.002+08:00

Adoration

2010-06-19T14:12:00.005+08:00

Thursday
- miss lin last day :(
- we had a farewell party for her

im gonns misss her a lot
trust shes a better SC teacher :(

Friday
Gone to the studio for the
photo shoot , it was great !
but too bad i didn't purchase the photos
the cost makes my pocket have a huge whole .
It was a great experience though feeling like those
Bridal photo shoot , haha .

mom sis and niece gone to indonesia
they are gonna be back by either Mon or Tue ..
Im the only girl in the family whose at home .
Dad , Brother and Brother in law are crazy over in the world cup
with their sound effects i can hear from my bedroom HAHA
12 am plus in the morning gone Mcdonalds *Long story ;) *
chit chat after buy food for brother .
Sweeeeet Home and bed .

today
- im gonna do some reading
- movie marathon
- jog/run at the park

somehow ..

2010-06-16T20:04:00.003+08:00

I miss you .

do it with attitude .

2010-06-14T20:27:00.003+08:00

KARATE KID WAS AWESOME !
i like the part when hes training for the tournament :D
its funny touching and the actions when jaden smith is fighting
was sooooooo WOW !

(:

2010-06-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

GLEE !

2010-06-13T22:16:00.002+08:00

SEASON 2 IS COMING SOON !
SUPER HAPPY !

sunny saturday .

2010-06-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

saturday was great :D
i woke up early to cook Italian food
for the picnic , haha *its nice ok*
picnic was wonderful , i enjoy it very much :D
nice breeze , watching kites flying and tryna figure out
what shapes of the clouds are .. haha !
i tried to play the guitar but epic fail =_=
never mind soon .

p.s DNT is killing me , still have to go back to school .

well thanks for today <333

i am here to stay .

2010-06-10T19:33:00.005+08:00

" perfect love are love that consist of different
opposite interest between the couple to make
up the one whole heart "

2 is the number today .
thank you for all the smiles and laughter .
thank you for all the care and sweetest things and
Thank you for everything you've done for me :D

<3

MOM DAD ?

2010-06-08T21:28:00.003+08:00

busy june .

2010-06-07T21:37:00.005+08:00

busy with school
early morning , 8.30 am till maybe latest by 4 or 5 pm .
Everyday routine till i finish my course work .
I miss MHI , gfs and cousin :(
im so darn lazy to update sometimes
well i'll put it as

ON HIATUS .

p.s do you know what day is on thursday ? (:

cliff diving .

2010-06-02T22:31:00.004+08:00

this is what i really wanna do now .
adrenaline rush , the feeling of putting
away all the worries and downcast when you jump off
* just like Bella swan did on the movie New moon*

totally wow-ness !

school bells on holidays .

2010-06-02T21:03:00.008+08:00

reccently Nisa turn 16 !
woohoooo , hope you have a great time that day .
life's been good .
Like the goodness in HL milk :D

eventhough school is sucha bummer
waking up the morning during
the holidays with my bad hair days
sleepy and cranky mornings when
im waiting and riding the bus alone with a
a play list of Demi lovato songs :D

lesson are not boring without
wonderful friends around
esp when random singing times friends :D

i can't stand DNT , Honestly
but too bad i have to bare with it .
sketchbook sketchbook sketchbook =_=

i miss dance badly
i miss the studio
i miss everything that reminds me of dance .

mood swings : changes of mood within minutes *haha*

p.s seriously im gonna go out during weekends for ONCE .

my hands are shivering .

2010-05-31T18:49:00.002+08:00

FINALLY DONE WITH MALAY O LEVEL !
it was jaw dropping and speechless esp paper 2 =_=
june holidays is not gonna be like holidays .
I have to go to school this whole week .
Ok i'll stand by some gum and candies in case
im sleepy and tired :D

today didn't do much stayed home
after the paper was done .
i wanna watch knight and day .. the trailer seems to be
darn cool to me (:

tomorrow :
have to wake up in the morning and
go to school until 6 pm ?
ooooooooooooooh Great !

miserable .

2010-05-29T20:49:00.003+08:00

breakdowns can happen anytime .
Im feel like a screw up things lately
or maybe due to Mother toungue O levels thats
coming in 2 days times ?

well idk i feel like drowning myself
in a deep pool somehow :\

TGIF .

2010-05-28T12:10:00.001+08:00

what can i do on this boring friday ?
i wanna meet girlfriends somehow .

when i look at you .

2010-05-27T22:45:00.003+08:00

' yes i know its hard but im
not angry about it , i understand your situation .
I want you to be happy not angry sad suffering or whatever it is .
And with you im happy :D

even though people say your weird ,
your weird in a funny way ,
its funny till it makes me laugh .
when you make me laugh ,
you make me happier then ever
and that's what make you unique in many ways '

<333

much loves ,
Azmirah azman (:

holidays ? NO .

2010-05-27T20:30:00.005+08:00

the last day of school is like
HSM 2 class countdown for summer !
June holidays is still a holiday but
too bad still gonna go to school for some
lesson . sigh .

actually wanted to go Indonesia bandung
to see my looong childhood cousins which i never
ever seen for like more then 4 years haha .

tomorrow :
perhaps alone time with my malay revisions ?
at the cafe .. Starbucks ?
because Mother toungue 'O' level is coming in
4 days time :((((

p.s Sis brought me Forever 21 stuffs *love*
well thats something im darn happy for .

CUTIE ALERT !

2010-05-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

<333333333333333333

RANDOM FACT .

2010-05-22T10:46:00.002+08:00

I FOUND THIS SUNGLASSES INSIDE MY MOM'S DRAWER !
and SHES GIVING IT TO ME !
the upper frame is in gold colour and yet
it still looks new .
its so darn vintage AND its an original RAY BAN !

intensive malay , malay intensive .

2010-05-22T10:15:00.004+08:00

" miserable handwriting when im in a rush "

" and this is how i feel "

' you gotta eat sleep breath MALAY '
yeah thanks its a dream come true
yesterday just started my intensive malay homework
ok let me translate it in English .

- 3 paper 2 O level malay practice
- 1 letter writing
- 1 compo
- Dr goh woworksheet .

gaaaah i miss being in class .
i miss my classmates
i miss being noisy in class haha
i miss eating with my classmates

Random FACTS

2010-05-17T18:51:00.005+08:00

i love to Dance and sing .
Yes i used to sing (yes i know very shocking)
but now im more into dancing .

HEY MONDAY !

2010-05-17T15:10:00.004+08:00

tons of messages when i wake up .
surprisingly ..
Well im gonna stay home today since i've gone out
the past few days .
Help up my mom for house chores *yeah shocking*
currently having cramps on my arms because of the
gym work out yesterday with cousin .
THEN we bump into "some people" haha
yesterday was a bad bad hair day plus i keep on
bumping into people who i recognise and
i was in the state of in need help with fashion police =_=

TOMORROW
schoooool and getting results of MYE papers
thank god starting of the day is mass run plus science .
and im gonna be dead by after school with the results of maths
im probably gonna breakdown and major pull hairs HAHA .
im seriously in need of June holidays to come faster

AND FYI mother tongue O level is coming in
a few weeks time .. aaargh intensive is starting soon
wish me luck of 24 hour of malay pfft .

im at the same time looking forward and not
looking forward to school tomorrow .

wish me luck for tomorrow then
Break a leg .

failed curls .

2010-05-15T23:27:00.003+08:00

i wish my hair is longer then usual .
So i could cut and do my curls again
D:

busy streets and kites way up high .

2010-05-15T21:57:00.008+08:00

didnt hang out with cousin
sorry babe , tomorrow okay :D
well hang out with Qis and Naha ..
haha seriously today theres a lot of Mr angs
@ town area .. Qis keep on saying that boy
cute , this girl cute tsktsk haha xD
when far east > marina > marina barrage

had a so called "picnic"
mom gone to Indonesia
sis and her lil family gone to hong kong
now im with Dad @ home goooosh im darn bored
without my niece .. its quiet here :(

i've been eating junk food like cookies and chips
urgh i gotta stop munching that even though its really gooooooood.
luckily Tuesday theres mass run :D

btw i cant wait for JUNE to come :DDDD

and i know im not alone .

2010-05-14T23:14:00.006+08:00

i love today.
wanted to watch kick ass but its M18
Watched "the last song" instead
its about first love , family and second chances .
totally love it , not bad at all :D

btw thanks for today :D

selling off .

2010-05-13T22:44:00.002+08:00

cotton on dress selling @ 10 bucks

puffed slevess selling @ 10 bucks

guess jeans jacket selling off @ 10 bucks .

email me : mimin_taufik@hotmail.com

after MYE ?

2010-05-11T12:26:00.004+08:00

BEACH PARTY AGAIN PLEASE ?
:D

hello you .

2010-05-10T22:30:00.001+08:00

1 is the number today .
Love is beautiful.
I thank God for giving u to me.

GREATFUL ENOUGH !

2010-05-08T00:07:00.003+08:00

this is so much better then element
*no offence yeah *
didnt brought element but i brought radii .
New brand thats just realease on 2008
check it out www.radiifootwear.com

superstars like t-pain and jason derulo
wore these shoes eeeh .

TGIF !

2010-05-07T16:46:00.003+08:00

the next day packing up my bag
going to school with science notes on my hands
revising while listening to " Train - hey soul sister"
met I and it makes my mornings happy haha .

reach school sitting with wonderful friends
Mid year exams of Science rather dreadful
cause on certain question im stuck ..
Hopefully i do really well !

ate breakfast plus lunch outside
chitty chatty and some other stuffs .
i called mum idk for what reason
have an epic conversation ever !

me : Ma pukol brape nak pergi JB ?
( mum what time are going to JB ? )

mum : entah petang anti atau malam , besok abg

arry kan pakai kereta bday dier besok eh .

(idk afternoon ? evening? tomorrow your bro in law bday eh)

me : oh yaaaaah ye lah ye lah brape umur ah?

( oh yaaah ok ok how old is he ?)

mum : oh 40 agaknye
(oh 40 i think )

me : HAH !? biler mase ? ma 40 lebih tak kan abg arry 40 !??

( since when bro in law is 40 years old !??)

mum : eh2 *asking sis* dier 29 lah haha

( eh2 *asking sis* his 29 haha )

me : buat org takut aje ( you gave me a shock)

mum : hahahahaha

EPIC FAIL i guess .

i LOVE my momma \m/

well evening im gonna go to JB ,

weekends gonna study math * dreadful subject*

and gonna buy for momma day gifts plus other gift :D

on SUNDAY .

2010-05-05T14:48:00.004+08:00

IM GONNA TRY MAKING THIS :D

what i've been doing ?

2010-05-05T13:06:00.008+08:00

MONDAY
- no school
- jurong library
- jurong point
- study @ Starbucks
- hang out @ chinese garden

TUESDAY
- school as usual
- no exam
- NAHA TURNS 16
- throw a party
- pizza , sparkling juice and a few peeps
- home
- online till late nights

TODAY
- e-learning
- NO SCHOOL (sweet)
- sleepy
- had awesome breakfast
- staying at home today
- thought of making cupcakes/brownies/cake

SS and science paper on
thurs and friday :(

much loves cousin and friends .

2010-05-02T01:47:00.005+08:00

the past few days celebrated qistina's bday :D
hope you like it .
Saturday gone to RP
to study there and did wacky stuffs using webcam
with cousin and her friends LOL .

yay MHI is coming back today :D

thought of going to new look to shop
with wonderful friends or maybe study again ?
im in need help of physics =_=

im gonna miss you .

2010-04-30T21:12:00.002+08:00

" always remember that my heart
and soul are there to accompany you
- MIB "

friday night .

2010-04-30T18:47:00.002+08:00

shoik sendiri dengan webcam saya .
2 exams papera are done
AND HELLOW WEEKENDS !

she hates being old like what bella swan said .

2010-04-29T20:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QISTINA !
Hoping you will met JB and CB soon aites !
:D

(pictures will be upload soooon )

A card on 26 april .

2010-04-29T20:07:00.005+08:00

" i hope you feel deep in your heart
as your birthdays come and go
how very much you mean to me ,
more than you can know ...

Happy birthday ,
Your the beauty stems from up above,
Sweetest smile and kindness heart ,
Like a priceless piece of precious art ..

Birthdays card are all the same
That just seems an awful shame
But this one , different from the start
since it travelled from the heart . "

I keep on reading it all over again whenever
i am unhappy ?
Because this would really make me smile non stop
:D

sweetsixteen !

2010-04-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

thank you for everything !

- wishes
- presents
-celebrations
- facial chocolate and cake fight

appreciate it a lot
mus loves friends and everyone .
thank you from the bottom of my heart !
:DDDDDD

hear the truth .

2010-04-25T00:06:00.003+08:00

lets just say today
was a wonderful and great day .
Even though theres hiccups in between .

thanks you wonderful and beloved friends plus girlfriends
that made my day today .

"i dont care what they say ,
as long im with you , im happy "

one day till birthday~!
3 days till MYE ~!

red circles on my calender .

2010-04-18T16:29:00.002+08:00

8 days till my birthday .

11 days till mid year exams .

ZOMG .

boring SUNday

2010-04-18T15:42:00.005+08:00

- religious class
- almost slept throughout the bus ride
- listening to " miley cyrus - when i look at you "
- tried to braids on my hair
- done with homework
- now i wanna read a book which i just bought a long ago .
- i keep on looking at my handphone every minute .

azmirah likes this .

2010-04-17T19:20:00.005+08:00

Fashion . Hair . Nails . Shoes <33

saturday is sunny .

2010-04-17T18:19:00.004+08:00

i sang korean songs (which naha get
me addicted to it ) , Glee and some
random songs that came up through my mind
HAHA told you i was random at times .

i actually overslept luckily
yixin texted me whether im going chemistry
if not ill be dead meat as i promise to go .
Chemistry , chemistry and chemistry ..
AND the usuals saturday morning i will still
be sleepy and blur .

hang out with ahad naha and valentine
did all sorts of things HAHA .
Naha and i decided to chiil @ my crib
instead , it was totally crazy .
she introduce me to korean groups and
i started shouting at her when one of the
korean guys danced HAHA .

" Im lucky to have you :D "

my life would suck without you .

2010-04-15T21:06:00.008+08:00

this week was so far so great .
today been prank at by beloved friends
yeah thanks a lot yeah ..
DANCE put up some graduation dancers
i was indeed touch .. i cried and tear a lot
im gonna miss all the crazy times in dance :(

Im not ready to let go secondary school life .
Im not ready to let go of AES dance .
Im not ready to let go of beloved dancers .

can we just PAUSE and rewind ?