waking up in hot sweat
hot forehead and breath .
my temperature was 38.0 .
i didnt gone to Dance as my mother
ask me to stay and rest hopefully by the time
it is for OBS i will be Fine .
nowadays i keep dreaming that if my life
is like the movie "Fame 2009 " it would be so cool
but im scared of my family wil disagree to me for Dance
some of them had seen me perform but my parents not even one show .
school is gonna re-open soon and i can meet my friends that
i miss so much .
later on i wanna cook myself some chicken soup .
i thought of meeting cousin today to take something from her
but i dont i can with these sickness .
Dance training has end for me this month
it has been the toughest , lack of sleep , ups and downs and sore muscles
training i ever had .
as you can see people always judge on the size when it comes
to Dance , i seriously hate it .
stupid critics .
today perhaps im gonna buy my OBS things or maybe
tomorrow AND IM IN NEED OF A NEW HANDPHONE !
as my previous one has gone crazy
, i cant even on the phone .
im thinking of joining cluster west 6 competition
but im scared that im gonna be surrounded by amazingly
talented kids and my confidence will be shaken .
im done blogging .
p.s all dance pictures will be uploaded soon
on our dance website .
Mirah Ventura
" i need to bathe in a cool water "
