i want the old me back.

is it gonna end or
is it just me ?

as you can see nowadays im
very weak and my post is not like
a cheerful kind .
im trying so hard to be strong as in
mentally strong and thinking positively .
My friends also realise that i am sometimes
sad or unhappy ?
Maybe is the problems that i am facing
that im keeping it to myself .
i really feel like expressing all my
things to someone like the time i expressed
my feelings during circle talk to the dancers .
i was really blessed and being perfectly fine after the talk
but if i express it again to someone or in a group
will i do the right or wrong things ?

i can be ended up with the right things
but the people around me might get affected .

i can ended up with the wrong things
but the people around me are not affected .

i can ended up with the right things
and the people around me are not affected .




i need to think very wisely .
will people tear me down or support me ?
even my love ones don't know about me .




Mirah ventura
" thank you to my friends that
tried to cheered me up . "